Lately all I want to be is this care free girl who's always dressed perfectly sloppy. Her hair is always wavy, messy and sun struck, she goes to indie festivals, listens to indie pop and always speaks slowly. let me blow this coachella bubble for you all at once and say that I'm a pretty neurotic control freak kind of person. that's probably why all this magical nonchalant is sooooo not me. Most of the time I don't even have the patience to listen to people who speak so slowly. I always have to leave the house with every inch of hair in place and god forbid if there's a hole in my pantyhose. Maybe that's why this is all so dreamy to me. So...